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Today's forecast: overcast blankets
Next the recaps on the nights regrets
I wasn't mad at you, I was never mad at you
This is just what I do, Its what I always do
Long Island, gin and tonic
On the brink of verbal vomit
Trying to give you a reason why I'm good to be with
but this is really the dumbest argument
I've ever had
I'll quit while I'm ahead
and go home instead
Nobody needs this
My time is up, Next table
Driving home, buzzed and able
Nothing to see, move on from here
Just dreading the view, the view from nowhere
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Why does it matter if I have a bed
Its not like you're gonna end up sleeping in it
If only I had a dime for every time
I wished I had a bed we could do it in
I could afford a fucking bed
But Ive got no cash, so go back
Where you came from
Stay with your folks
Maybe they'll pay your ransom
Ms. High and Mighty why I answer your call
Hell if I know
Just let me be your downfall
Why do you insist on being a tease
Why do I insist on getting down between your knees
Ive been holding my breath
For the chance of a chance
You can hold me down
I don't need to breath
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Hey, who says you have to go home tonight
I just want to hold your hand in mine
We ditched our clothes, ditched our shoes, for the warmth of porcelain
I washed your body and you told me just what they had done to it
And your self esteem
Eyes closed, nobody knows you like I do
The one wish I had made
My soul, full and paid
To Mephisto
We were the first in a line of great mistakes
We didn’t give a fuck what anyone had to say
I’m your invisible boyfriend, hated by your family
Imaginary girlfriend no one ever saw standing beside me
Eyes closed, nobody knows you like I do
Round two, we’re so blue
But lying is what we do
I wouldn’t take it back, but I know you would,oh god
The one wish I had made
My soul, full and paid
To Mephisto
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Fell off the wagon yet again
I let myself get in my head
No you know we shouldn't talk about it
What are the odds?
This will never happen
It cant be a good thing
If I'm still running
Fell off the wagon yet again
I brought you down with me
we're dead
At least that's how I think it ends
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I still haven’t found a great distraction
That can keep you off my mind
I’m not sure what keeps me so attracted
But it keeps me all the time
Oh, why cant I spend my time on you
Oh, if nothing better’s gonna come
Oh, I know, I know I’m going crazy
Oh, my love has now become obsession
I spend all my time outside my room
Trying to keep away from you
But I can only do so much
Before I’m losing sleep to you
Oh I know its wrong
I know there’s nothing here to cling to
I know I should’ve moved on by now but I haven’t
And yeah I can lie and say that I have until eventually its true.
But that’s all I can do
Lying to myself is the only thing I can do
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She said, “You know that you’re not alone?”
After we ended the night at her home
I was about to chime in the same note
Better than me, I’m sure that she knows
I don’t want to feel
Ill take your sleeping pills
You should make my decisions
And Ill hope that sleeping kills
I got the date, and I got the kisses
And I bared my soul
For your hesitant admission
And I got your hands mussing up my hair
But after all three, I felt nothing there
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Sugarpea #246 Dream On
01:20
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Please don’t wake me
while I’m dreaming
take my car keys
take my body
Let me dream on
I won’t stop breathing
while I’m dreaming
Love is still with me
dispose of my body
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You were the first in line
of the girls that I fell for
working in the comic store
drawing your own sketch pages
above the minimum wage
and you did it for ages
you found an escape pod
built your own rocket
and now you’re next in line
for a send off
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I found a good routine
for all of 3 solid weeks
but lost myself inside the screen
I don’t need sleep anymore
what was it ever good for
besides keeping my sanity
The homeless man ranting
and lurching through traffic
could be the future and the sleepless me
and I’m late for work
customers will ensure
that I’ve lost all capability
I’ve lost a good routine
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I am dead
dead
dead
I’ve not slept
slept
slept
In over 48 hours
I need a shower
spending all night
with these self abusers
and constructing plays
I’m a slave to the keyboard
getting ourselves off
until RL returns
This is what I do when I hate myself
This is what I do when I can’t see my future
This is what I do when it’s all too much
This is what I do when I need a human touch
I’ll talk to a stranger
but I can only talk so much
till my voice is gone
and my nerves are caked with rust
insomniac smut
for the living dead
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Give me a moment
would you
I’m out of step
Why would I want to go on?
Whats ahead
Take a step closer
Suspense is killing me
but keeps me alive
Give a little more hope
to the worm that’s eating my insides
Take a step closer
It’s almost over
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It was all an illusion
There is nothing to fear
You've been mourning a memory
for more than a year
There is nothing to glorify
no reason not to leave it here
A moment of clarity
Heart is already taken
I've nothing to give
Letting go of what's made me
attempt, I'll try to live
I cant keep my attention
It's not worth it
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There is no place for us
One end of downtown, two cups we pour down
This bar is testing your patience
One sticky table, three uneven bar stools
And if, we're being honest
I'm glad that we could do this
The last time we ever meet?
After this ends I guess we'll see
Down the rabbit hole
One german cake, and three forks to dig in
Up to the roof we go
One kiss from this girl, four more for attention
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One job, for us
It was a bust
Drove home, alone
relieved or stressed
And we sat on your couch
and we talked all about
Life, love, and coffee
and mandala coloring books
The party, where I ended up
was full of beer, and full of drugs
there was no food
so it was no good
until I found this girl standing over the driveway
Hungry to leave, but I think that I'll stay...
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No lyrics
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Sugarpea #255 No Warmth
01:52
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I don't want to play
but I'm here anyway
There's nothing to say
I'll go along with the awkward foreplay
There is no warmth
in your affection
No one notices
they've got your attention
You'll end up alone
at least you'll be at home
You'll learn to let go
and be comfortably miserable
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I'm not ready in the slightest
But I'll show up and burn my brightest
Ill be dead tomorrow morning
Maybe I'll wake if there's anything for me
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Sugarpea #257 Taken
02:10
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I heard your call a little too late
the horses are gone
And you take my breath when you step back
are the feelings lost
Have I taken too much of your time
Have I done it too much, have I stepped out of line
Have I taken too much of what was never mine
Have I messed you all up, I'll leave you to decide
I understand why nothing will be the same again
and you, could ask for my hand
and I would hold it out for you any damn day
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I finally found my way out of the party
I slam the damn door shut on everybody
As if they'd notice that I wasn't among them
But just in case, hope they can handle disappointment
From the porch, I would stumble on the way to my car
I've got a quarter tank of gas, but I'll take it as far
as I can go to find a home, just like a tumbling star
and where I land is where I land, a change of clothes an guitar
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Rinse and repeat
rinse and repeat
I keep climbing up this hill
but never seem to end up anywhere
You should fill me in
should fill me in
on everything I'm missing
far out on stupid forums
We expand
we build
we destroy
we will
rinse and repeat
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We could figure this all out right now
We could write if you would only just sit down
We could get to work on time
or we could just lay down and stay inside
We could read all the texts from our friends
We could read and see how Game of Thrones ends
We could call a friend dance all night
or we could just lay down and stay inside
I have to wonder how we do it
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Sugarpea #261 Sincerely
03:12
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I'm writing this to you
Like writing down my death warrant
Someones got to put me down
The rabid dog, with a bullet
And I can pull the trigger
If nobody will do it
end my misery
Cure my chronic nostalgia
I know just how this story ends
Not well, but at least I can pretend
Tell me that I'm lonely and I always will be
cause all of these Disney films have indoctrinated me
They say that helping others
Will get my mind off the pain
if that's true then I should wait for a rich martyr to find me
I just want you to be happy
And I hear that you are
I just wanted to reach out
Cause all my friends are at large
They all think I'm crazy
And I guess that I am
Lets see if therapy can help me
To stop giving a damn
Messiah complex, 26
Not even slightly altruistic
I only do things to feel at all
And use your body as my crucifix
I'm sick but you can feel free to talk
Id love to hear what you have to say
Even if it kills me, please just say anything at all
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To understand the end
We need to see the dreadful start of it
We need to see where your mind parted
This tragedy is hilarious
If we play it in reverse
A broken boy comes together
After riding in a hearse
Someone will take you in
To assess damages
Please say you'll come immediately
You're attempts they worry me
If there was a gold star for ramping up and backing down
We'd give it to you
Just don't ever do it halfway
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Sugarpea #263 Grapefruit
01:20
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Why wont you let me
Let this go
This killer grapefruit
Is a leech on my soul
If I let this go now
How long would this pain last
If I glanced into the grapefruit
Would you be looking back
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I just need to take better care of myself
I just need to sleep with this weight on my chest
I just need to live
Until there's nothing left to give
I just need to lift these arms
Until I'm strong again
I just...I just need...I don't really know
But sooner than later, I guess Ill let you know
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Sugarpea #265 Dear Lover
02:56
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100 days for me
Until I will be free
From this self imposed imprisonment
A one man crew on a sinking ship
Dear Lover, it’s over
this starcrossed affair
Dear Lover, it’s over
No she does not care
100 Days until I see
If I’m a better man for leaving
No senses, no feelings
Just a ghost to guide me
We won’t start over
It’s best to start anew
Dear Lover, it’s over
Now what am I to do?
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Sugarpea #266 Fun
01:41
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Just a bunch of kids
going out for drinks
Find a nerve and pinch
Shake your ass a bit
I’m not feeling this
I can’t get a grip
One in the morning
Heading home half dead
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It’s alright
If you can’t make it out of bed
Just sit tight
Just relax
Count the stars instead
I know that you have
a desperate desire
to do it all
But if you missed out
Just try it again
and shake it off
It’s alright
If you can’t think of anything to say
Save your breath for simple words
Who needs one liners anyway
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Pawn me off
Maybe make a couple bucks
While clearing out the attic space
You'll never have to see my face again
I never want to let you down
I'll be waiting when you come back around
And you will, you will, right?
Surely I
am worth more than you sold me for?
I know I've got a lot of charming quirks
I know that keeping me here hurts
I never want to let you down
I'll be waiting when you come back around
And you will, you will, right?
You will, right?
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Sugarpea #269 Every Day
01:20
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Every day
I struggle
Take my brain
It's trouble
Brings me down
I'm always in pain
Every day is miserable
thinking about
[redacted]
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The Yeti Colorado Springs, Colorado
Solo project featuring the frontman of A Bad Night For A Hero.
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